Some expressions from the BoundCon 2009 in Munich. 3 great days, much fun and a great Valerie....

- Thank you, Tom! Yes, it were three very funny and exciting days. I was impressed that so many people share my passion for bondage, impressed by the beautyful models, the people in strange clothes or in clothes that dissimulate them completely, even their face. It was an interesting feeling to dive from a beautyful warm summers day into the dark atmosphere of the ample hall where the trade show took place. And I was especially impressed by the people who were tying each other up very professionally so that they hang from the ceiling for example. Well... yes, I was impressed and I wanted to be tied up all day again and again. Tom got tired very quickly, so I made a signboard: "Do you want to tie me up? For x Euros you have the possibility!" And really! Some people came to play with me!  I got to know some very likeable people and had really much fun with them. I thank those people, hope to see them again and send them special greetings!

In the afternoon we continued our roll-play: The second test I had to pass in order to get the job as a bondage model was very funny. I had to sit on the floor and tie me up myself with only little help by my "future employer". When my hands, feet and legs were bound tightly, I thought that I had succeded in my test. But that had only been the beginning! Now Tom climbed up a ladder and began to throw something on me! After some seconds of confusion and fear I recognized little jumping balls!... And it didn't stop! There were more and more of them... probably a hundred! It was so funny, since my childhood I hadn't played with such jumping balls! But when the rain of balls had finally stopped, my real work began: I had to collect all the balls from every corner of the big studio in only a quarter of an hour! It was quite hard work because it was so difficult to move with my bound legs, I was rather creeped than walking!  Finally I had brought back all the balls. At least that's what I thought... But I guess that Tom found some balls left somewhere, because in the next "test" I was punished in a humiliating way...

As I'm studying theatre science I naturally like to invent little theatre scenes or roll-plays and to play myself a role in them, too. This time we had the perfect location for such a roll-play at our disposition: A real photo-studio! As I like the tension of first-time-situations and adore bondage as you know, we played that I applied for a job as a bondage-model. Tom surprised me with several tests I had to do in order to be employed. After a short talk Tom tied me up with jellow ropes. I felt the ropes lying tight around my arms and legs and probably because of the unknown location I felt almost the same mixture of curiosity, uncertainty and a bit of fear as if it was really the first time.

When my arms were tied up to my back strongly Tom left me alone. On the table in front of me was chocolate and while I was trying to reach it the whole package of chocolate fell down so that I had to collect the chocolate on the floor. After this my arms were aching so much, I almost didn't feel any life in them because of the ropes, so I had to take the pair of scissors from the table in order to cut the ropes. I really had to do ist, even if I was sure now not to get the job after having cut the ropes. I - or the girl I was playing - only wanted to run away being frightened of the reaction of the studio-boss. But what a surprise! - As he arrived he said to me "Great! You've succeded in the first test: the security-test! You are conscient of what is necessary for you health, you have the courage to take an unpopular but right descision in a dangerous situation. You can come back for the second test this afternoon." I was so curious what would be the second test!

I've got a new toy! A real straith jacket! - Tom ordered it via internet and gave it to me as a surprise. It was a really strange feeling when he closed it for the first time, I felt even more helpless then when I'm tied up in ropes. Probably because my hands were inside the straightjacket too, so I had really no chance at all to escape. But on the other hand it's quite confortable and warm, I think that I could stay like this for a long time and even sleep in it. But  Tom didn't give me the possibility to sleep. Instead I had to open a water-bottle with my mouth, holding the bottel between my legs... It was so difficult and I'm ashame because it probably looks  very  strange...

What should I tell you more? - I present you my favourite lingerie in which I feel nearly... beautiful... No, in fact very beautiful, ven more beautiful with the big cherry-red gag in my mouth. And I present you my room by the way. As it is very small and Tom is quite tall we usually don't play here but in the living room which is more appropriate for bondage. But this time you see my room and the bed where I'm sleeping and where I'm often relaxing, tied up with handcuffs on my desk, as you see here.

Another video made in my room. This time not on my bed, but under my desk. As you see I have a real "bondage-desk" with an iron frame. I have it since I'm 12 years old. And even if I naturally didn't think of bondage at that time, this fetish was already present somewhere in me inconsciously, because I sometimes dreamt that there was a burglar who ties me up on the iron frame of my desk. At that time it was rather a nightmare for me, but as Freud says, dreams always fulfill our wishes...